MarK Anthony Howard – My 27th Birthday
Fact- this July 30th, 2011 was my 27th birthday. …..Now let me tell you how I felt about It-
Im verrrrrrrryyyyyyy uncomfortable celebrating In complete regards to me. Im also very uncomfortable in the celebration of my birthday. I was raised in a single parent Household with my mother, who was and is a Jehovahs witness. I never became one myself but abided under my mothers such practicings as a kid and I never had a birthday celebration.
So as an adult I try to develop my own governings but I’ve developed or adapted alot of uninterest in birthdays as a reason for celebration. Even as I tried to celebrate my own I just cant get into the jovial state of mind that I see other people enjoy on “THEIR” birthday. I just feel uncomfortable in the reason that I should celebrate that fact that my birthdate has occured. I believe myself to be a person of deeper reasoning and my simple birthday is too shallow of a reason for me to completely feel entitlement to some type of special attentive then any other day.
So I have developed for myself that in the “Event” that I celebrate ON my birthdate It will not simple be for my birthdate I shall have to have a actual accomplishment or development of perspective in compliments towards the BETTERING of MYSELF in order for a celebration to be validated completely within MYSELF. lol.